I Dreamed a Dream

[Fantine is left alone, unemployed and destitute]

[FANTINE]
There was a time when men were kind
When their voices were soft
And their words inviting
There was a time when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time
Then it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

知足不辱，知止不殆，可以長久。

禮樂崩壞

Barcelona 1908

楊過與小龍女

Life

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is costly, care for it.
Life is wealth, keep it.
Life is love, enjoy it.
Life is mystery, know it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is life, fight for it.

經得起謊言、受得起敷衍、忍得住欺騙、忘得了諾言

閉上眼睛許了個願，心裡也沒有存在僥倖，卻萬萬想不到星屑忽然掉下，我的願望就成了真。這實在是從天上來的好福氣......

人力有限，沒神蹟的就好好守本份就是。

感情豐富、對藝術感覺敏銳的您。也有對一旦決定的事絕不退讓的頑固。
雖然不會人云亦云，但也可能因為一時突發奇想做出無法預料的行動!
有時也聽聽別人意見吧。
對於戀愛雖然很晚熟，但對喜歡的人卻是一次比一次專情、易妒、且笨拙。
痛苦的時候試著將自己託付給對方吧？

開運紙牌遊戲:神經衰弱

幸運道具:海藍色的畫具

占卜!!
翻譯

永遠懷念塔可夫斯基 - 灣仔差館奇遇記 from Gregor Samsa on Vimeo.

(記載何山阿p二人12月23號到灣仔警署的奇遇經過)
片: 德國藉影像作家格勒戈爾.森武沙(Gregor Samsa)
曲: 阿p + 何山
詞: 阿p
編: 何山

十二月廿三號去見差人
佢地問嗰個柴可夫斯基有d乜嘢人
我一路忍住笑一路聽佢哋繼續問
關於聖誕半裸派對會點進行

因為見到報紙登左呢單新聞
寫我哋係搞半裸派對嘅網民
我哋逐步遂步解答佢哋嘅疑問
最後相信我哋係搞創作嘅人

然後佢話我哋個場地無攞到license
我話次次indie show都係咁進行
佢話今次唔同因為上左新聞
警方有機會俾插到遍體傷痕

所以強烈勸籲我地返去諗諗
唔係就會觸犯第一百七十二章條文
最後嗰句覺得佢係有d口痕
佢話唔好覺得俾緊壓力你兩個人

警察掃黃可接受手淫
微型音樂會卻是罪行
簡化報導傳媒有什麼責任

半裸派對就萬萬不能
警察卻有權全裸搜身
傳媒警方聯手讓音樂不能發生

ころす

Happy Valentine's Day

echo date("D M j G:i:s Y", 1234567890);

說回那兩個程式

1)num = (num - (num%2))/2
why don't num/2
it is so strange -_________________-

2)for (int i = 0; i <= ch.length() -1; i++)
why I start from the first character?
the question ask "the last occurrence", why i don't search form the end
and once 'x' is found, return the position
then everything is done.

actually, i never think in this way.
-_____________________________-

昨天去了見工，除去兩次見暑期工的經驗外，
第一次真正好formal咁面試，
表現......麻麻-_-

期實直頭可以話係差添-__-
一開始，筆試：
第一版，程式語言的知識
詳列十多種程式語言剔熟練程度1-5
Very familiarize: None
familiarize:C++
OK:Java
not familiarize:
Basic,SQL
no knowledge:others not above, such as API,J2EE,Oracle,UML,etc
第二版，寫程式，兩題
1)given a decimal number, write a function to count the number of bits in binary representation
MY ANS:
int binary_bits(int num)
{
int no_bits=0;
while (num != 0)
{
num = (num - (num%2))/2;
no_bits++;
};
return no_bits+1;
}
2)given a array of character, write a function to find the position of 'x' in the array
MY ANS:
int find_position(char * ch)
{
int position = -1;
char * head = ch;
for (int i=0; i <= ch.length()-1;i++) { if (*head == 'x') position = head - ch; head++; }; return position; } 回答完後，覆了一次，按電話通知那人說"我搞定了"(我可不知他姓什名誰，他也沒自我介紹) 他進來，看了一次，中途另一人拿了部notebook進來並坐下工作 他看後唸唸有詞地說，"這樣做?" 接著把答卷給了另一人看 接著便開始發問了 "先介紹下你自己" my mine blank a second 接著我開始自我介紹... "你為什麼應徵這份工" 我答... "EIE 讀什麼的" 我答... "不如你解釋下這兩個程式" 我解... 接著他介紹了一下他們公司 說這是第一輪面試 問我有沒有問題 我答-暫時沒有 接著握手後便送了我出去了

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老實說
我介紹自己時甚麼也沒說，只說了讀甚麼系
應徵的理由是我circuit比programming差
EIE讀甚麼也是胡說一通甚麼circuit design, analysis, product development, OO programming

大概我本身連應徵的資格也欠奉

最慘是他說"你A-level成績唔太好wo"{5E}
"會考都麻麻咋wo"{5C2D}

由婉轉到直接

-________________-

「 我把世界當成一本書，然後如飢似渴地去閱讀這本書。」